a piece by Namowa
Spring 2023 - Wheatpaste and mixed media
Wheaton, IL
a piece by Namowa: poem
The plight of a woman?
Silenced.
Silenced when spoken to, even if asked to speak up.
Silenced when that process in my body
has the power to birth and kill life
but is too red and messy to be addressed.
Silenced when I want to sit at the table.
Silenced when my God designed and breathed body is made explicit
implying that my worth, as a woman,
is limited to my appearance.
Silenced when I am looked right through the eyes and straight to
the chest
with no interest in getting to know me;
only getting to know the body I am trapped in.
Silenced when my brother has something to say.
When I am finally given a podium, I try to speak
stumbling fearfully through my words
and then I am laughed at
wishing I had just remained silent.
This can’t be.
This world is silencing a powerful people
and I am hurt that I continue to feel shut down
and fearful in my own home;
my own body.
Some might accept this silence.
And sister, I know that’s easier.
In the moment, you tell yourself it’s easier.
You whisper with the only voice you have left
'it will be fine down the road.'
But wherever you go you are.
Wherever you are silenced, you are limited.
You are labeled inadequate.
So I implore you to speak up.
I encourage you to sit at the table and use your woman birthed voice
to speak.
It’s hard.
It’s shameful.
It’s painful.
But it’s so FREEING.
Don't let the world’s plight of women be true.
We have so much to say.
Yet even a whisper is louder than silence.